nan | 楠木

It’s a bit ironic. I thought I could get over some of the mistakes I’ve made, that I could live with it and accept the fact that sometimes I don’t get the best result I could’ve achieved. But today when I met some “friends and foes” from prior matches, I couldn’t help torturing myself again, scrutinizing the little bits that lead to the ending outcomes.
Grow up, I tell myself. But it’s not easy to face these inner demons.